The Girls
She ran off unblinking under a salty sun
down a long Western road
bare feet pounding the pavement
hearing words run behind her saying
"She bathes in seas of Lillies
she cries watching movies
swims in lightning
and gets drunk on old cartoons
and she's running, she's running, and she's free"
but age was coming quickly
leaving her lost for words
and gasping with every wave of night
but she ran anyway and she kept on running
naked to the start of that night
trying to keep on, on until the sunlight
and won't you let her run?
cause it's too hard to feel undone
and living fast makes
broken hearts look better in hindsight
she could say it
she could scream it
she could sing it out
but her youth is broken, so she's writing it down
picking words that make her feel complicated
breaking as she's picking peaches beneath a belly of blue
and hoping she'll be The Girl That Flew
but crying cause she knows
the same sun sets on all of us
but if she's gonna fly, she's gotta believe it doesn't
and when I asked her if she felt seen
she pulled on her a cigarette and said she didn't care
she's clothed in nudity but hiding behind metaphors
waiting for summer loves to go sour
so she can have another story to tell
like the one about the postman
who always smiles on the corner
or the tall boy in the burger express
or the time the people clapped for her in an airport
but she's got too much to wear on her sleeves
and so she's slowing down
and letting them drag the ground
letting the words run behind her
to catch them
to write them down
and she doesn't need a name
cause she's a The Girl
and she knows it
and strangled by our stories
wrapped in fantasies
of being the protagonist
don't wake us, don't wake us
we don't want to be awake
we don't want to face it -
that maybe we're just A Girl
and maybe it's not enough
don't blame for us rejecting that reality
for it was you that raised us
believing we had to be this
this grand The Girl
and now we're becoming tied to that
running from a sea of wannabees
and into a field of "The"s
how can we be if are only someone's The
how can we be if are only someone's The
but baby don't you wish you had rolls like me
so you could roll like me
and maybe then you'd be a The Girl too
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